PebbleLOVES.

2008-06-10T15:56:00.001+08:00

mine, in less than 24 hours time (:

2008-06-10T15:33:00.004+08:00

hey cammp neos :D
another spiritual-encountering camp.
although it was stretching, tiring and not energy conserving,
but then, at the end of the day, it's to expand your capacity!
really got to know many people and really screamed (i'm having sore throat now)
but at the end of the days we got to know like so much more people and developing friendships.
and spiritually, i can sense a breakthrough coming.
i'm ready for even more that's happening in my life.

and God, i know you have a plan for me!

Concert was super amazing and the campfire is sooo fun.
we had the 1000 legged worm with 500 odd people
which means its really a thousand legs!
and though there's many people we do not know
but its a time to step out of our comfort zone!

NEOS I LOVE YOU!

2008-06-10T15:33:00.001+08:00

my compressed charcoal broke into two ):

2008-06-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

CAMP NEOS! :D
a fun time,
a time for spiritual encounters.
LOVE YOU GOD (:

2008-05-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

helloooooooooooo y'all
firstly, happy birthday Nick :D

school's like horrible,
no food! no snacks.
4 more working days to go :D

homework homework

2008-05-28T21:17:00.001+08:00

sugar rush ended, i was feeling so tired that i almost did try to sleep during Mong's class.
then recess didn't help much as there is totally only hamburgers ):
rather tiring, 5 more working days to go :D

2008-05-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

no offence or whatsover, but i cant find a reason why people should spam other's blog and leave their comments/ crap out there anonymously. I mean, if they have the guts to spam, they should have the guts to leave down their name. Just like the nonsensical SHBL in Irysad's blog, he got the crap guts to criticise his english when he/she/it is writing slangs in it. People can be more mature than that. And seriously, these people are just SHBLs.

2008-05-26T22:00:00.001+08:00

Abba, i need your peace.

2008-05-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO CHINESE OS! I THINK I OWNED YOU :D
it was easy peasy, hopefully the results shows.
the point is if i'm not getting at least a A2,
i wanna retake! :D

i finished a book today, a 365 pages book in four hours :D
quite sastified :D

and who's reading here anyway, i felt like i'm talking to walls.
and i'm just feeling shit now. ):
horrendeous, and i hate extended curriculum.

2008-05-25T22:05:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2008-05-25T13:52:00.001+08:00

LOL Ryan's the guy with the bathrobe and cucumbers. :D

The Big Groove 2008,
T.T i cannot go.

MOURNS.

2008-05-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

为什么人总是喜欢在失去的那一刻才懂的去珍惜。
又为什么人总是在失去的那一刻才懂的要挽回。
说了这一些，又为什么我总是无法面对你。
说真的，你是一个我很重视，很重要的一个朋友
虽然我不知道你是如何看待我。
但因为一些事，我们都变得像陌生人了。
我们可以像以前一样吗?
这一些还可以挽回吗?

无论如何我要让你知道，你永远是我的好朋友。

因为我不甘心，我还有很多很多跟他说，
我不甘心我不是他很重视的一个人。
很多的很多，只有他能知道。

但你又知道是你吗?
对牛弹琴

2008-05-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

feasting man. i mean totally real feasting.
didn't go for svc ytd because of family dinner at rabbit brand's
PLEASE do not judge the restuarant by its name.
it's actually quite famous for its seafood.
and we totally had a rocking dinner .
shark's fin and abalone,
scallops and abalone
buddha jumped over the wall (what's with the name anyway?)
shou mein, steamed fish, crab, lobster and durian cake.
and the bill total up to 700+
which is quite a breakthrough for my dad's side
cause the amount is usually 60-70?

which is quite peanut compared to my mum's side cause they usually spent 1000+ with the bottles of wine.

and today, omgoodness chinese svc's good la.
and then for dinner, crab, deer meat and?
another guilty pleasure meal.

won't be blogging for quite awhile
chinese o's in 8 days time.
and this week's intensive.
GOD! I WANNA A2! :D

lollollol CRYSTAL HENG, A2 FOR YOU!

oo did i mention i went shopping,
quite sastified (:

kjhgfghjm

2008-05-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

what a ______ day.

2008-05-13T02:47:00.003+08:00

man, its 3 am in the morn and i'm still not sleeping,
why?
my bed's messy
my aircon's screwed
and my bed is being occupied.

and even so,
i'm still thinking what to do later
cause i've no school since tml's celebration day.
anyway, i wanted to go shopping but moolah's the problem
and i'm hungry. ):

watching youtube all day and roar i'm bored!
i think i'm finally watching something.

2008-05-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

today(yesterday)(Mon)
was a school holiday
it's marking dayy!
went out with sammie to celebrate her birthday :D
watched what happens in vegas
and though it's bit lame, it's quite nice.
and we had secret receipe for lunch :D
the chickens (we both had chickens) are soo :D
then all we did was to walked around.
i bought a dress from f21
and sammmie! i'm still missing that ring (:

all i wanted was privacy cause it's not easy to open up each and every single memories.

2008-05-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

MEH (:
PRAWNING/FISHING/FROGGING? TIME! :D

lkjhghjk,

2008-05-05T22:35:00.001+08:00

i wanna cry
my art is horrible!
and sammie's not going school cause she have no exams tml.
BLAH! T.T

2008-05-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

and after 8 hours of GEOG,

it's time to bring out..

curse you white hairs ):

2008-05-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

let me dream...
right after mid year, i will...
-chiong for chinese o lvl.
-play like there's no tml.
-take a stupid rest.
-sentosa!
-cry!

aiya it's just 5 more days and counting down every single minute..
clique, it's time for a frigging outing.

and yes, BRIDGE IS VERY VERY FUN!
I played and played soo much yesterday
and i only got a grasp of it.
well after o'lvls then, bridge anyone?

and i need shopping!
i need shopping!

right, now back to reality
dreaming and fantasizing starts in 5 days time (:

2008-05-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

O Lord, heal me i pray
i had enough of spending my Labour day sick ):

and i had a bad hair day since yesterday.
the hairdresser was sooo :/
then i ended up going back to kovan.

nothing much
slept off half of the day
or much more thaan half of the day.
and then its gone.

chiong ar!

2008-04-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

i will lift my heart and sing
i will worship you my king
earth and heaven now proclaims
Jesus Christ the mighty name

through the storm and raging sea
i will never be alone
when my hope seems out of sight
i know you will shine your light

Alleluia
Alleluia
Alleluia
Alleluia to Christ the Lord

2008-04-29T19:59:00.004+08:00

I'MMA HAPPY MAN
I'MMA HAPPY MAN
I'MMA HAPPY MAN!
and i tell you why:
01. I'M OFFICIALLY NUTS NOW!
02. I CAN FLUNK CHINESE 27-28 DAYS AWAY FROM O LVLS.
03. I have no more exams for this week after SS.
04. Thurs is a holiday! HAPPY LABOUR DAY
05. I cant seem to hit my study hours
06. I have no confidence for SS.
07. I need to memorise NINE crap essays for SS TML.
08. I just went to Sammie's house!
09. Next week's a FULL BLOWN EXAM WEEK.
10. Next Friday i can go home at 9.30am. YAY!(half day)
11. Next saturday, sunday, monday and tuesday are my well-deserved holidays.
12. I WON SAMMIE IN FAMILY FEUD. :D
13. I feel that i rest too much (:
14. Vanessa wants to hang me diagonally!
15. I ate a pizza today
16. I still need rest
17. I love study!

O LORD I PRAY
COME HEAR MY CALL
I NEED YOU RIGHT HERE
TO BE MY GUIDE AND FRIEND

O LORD I PRAY
COME SEE MY SOUL
MY SOUL IS THIRSTING
MY LIFE IS DRYING

O LORD I PRAY
COME READ MY THOUGHTS
I NEED YOUR SANCTIFICATION
AND ALL YOUR PEACE THOUGHTS

O LORD I PRAY
COME FILL MY SOUL
WITH RIVERS OF WATER
AND FLOW OF OIL

O LORD I PRAY
COME MOULD MY HEART
YOU ARE THE POTTER
I AM THE CLAY

O LORD I PRAY
COME HOLY SPIRIT
FOR ITS NOT BY POWER
ITS NOT BY MIGHT

O LORD I PRAY
COME SPEAK TO ME
FOR I LIVE BY YOUR WORD
THE BREAD OF MY LIFE

O LORD I PRAY
COME HEAR ME WELL
FOR I WILL SHOUT WITH ALL MY HEART
HOW I LOVE YOU SO.

l,mvvnkmgk

2008-04-24T20:46:00.003+08:00

study study study i have to study study study, Stupid me had left my pile study of books at the staff room while study rushing out of there today study and i feel study super study handicap now even study though tml's english study. For the first time in my entire life study, Guna asked us to study english study, i'm planning to write out those words study that might be useful for paper 1 study tml. i think study i am going mad studying study and maybe i am since study crystal had study already lost her appetite study and serene study apparently went mad study during SS, today study was a very tiring day study. I need to be study smarter and to study understand my study chemistry and geography study i'm very confused about the map reference thing which study is study like super easy study. There's a need study to rush art tml study also, so probably study will be rushing study down to Cg tml study. I need to study study study and also to get ready for study tml's exam. (:

2008-04-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

i sort of miss dance right now,
the once source of my hope and stress relief mehh.
and maybe IF TP GOT INDIAN DANCE, I MIGHT CONSIDER. (((:

2008-04-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

39 bucks to getting my marc jacobs blouse (:

kiuhfdfghj

2008-04-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

SGH's pretty nice
except for that dim sum stall auntie's attitude.
i mean she practically snap in my face luh.
then waited like super duper long,
and all i got, was a pack of 60 tablets
and 2 more appts. mehh.

and we're having picnic tml!
venue: at the back of the classroom where farid can never see us(:
i've just finish the pancake and muffins!
and i'm getting pretty excited (:

school's alrights and pretty hilarious today,
i mean for the assembly.
hur. cannot believe..
midyears starting this friday ):

2008-04-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

i'm 45 bucks short to getting my marc jacobs blouse (:

kjhjk

2008-04-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

i don't like the feeling of red swollen eyes and sensitive nose,
and i hope you wouldn't have it too.
let me just be the one. just the only one.

A NEW BEGINNING. (:
DEVIL YOU LOSE.

oikjuhyyhj

2008-04-20T19:30:00.004+08:00

and regarding that particular incident,
i really don't know what to say,
i am totally confuse, who is two faced and who is not.
i thought over many many times,
and i really look towards the negative side many many times,
and i comtemplate about it also.
i try not to think about the what-ifs.
all i know is this time, let me carry all the blame.
because this is the least i can do,
if you all think that you are blameless also.

to certain extent, i don't agree with the things that you both do,
and i try to shut up all the time,
and if you think that it is really all because of my actions,
let it all end here, and end me my misery.
cause i really feel like dying away even though i know how much it might sadden the people around me, but i can't really stand it anymore,
cause i know in your viewpoint, you all can never accept me for who i am
and i don't know about you, but i feel like i have to act proper around you all,
i cannot be who i am unlike around my friends from church,
they all accepted me for who i am,
lets face it, we're all wearing a mask.
i'm a hypocrite, i try to like what you all like, i try to be who i am not,
and i'm tired about it.

in another way, let face it also,
we're trying very hard to maintain this friendship we have,
we never know when one will be isolated in this clique.
they say three's a crowd, and it will always be.
why not let it remain as two,
i'll gladly leave.
because i've feel so isolated all this time,
if we're measuring our relationship in a relationship pyramid,
we;ve never reached the top, or lets say, i've never reach the top with you all.

you all blame this on my attitude, but did you all really care about me,
or was it care from the surface only.
in simple words, you never realised that my attitude was a form of protection for myself.
and you think it was so simple to forget the backstabbing that happens in sec1.
i cannot act like nothing have happen and open myself up again,
i can, yet i need my protection.
don't think that you know me very well,
you do not, and how do i know,
by the simple minor actions you show in school.

and by trying to maintain your relationship with the other people outside your circle of friends,
you have already forgotten about those in your circle that does not have the same interest with you.

by all this i'm not saying i do not have faults,
as pointed out by you,
my faults are my temper, my desire and my attitude.
i acknowledge them and i understand that no one is perfect, not even me.
and i need you to understand that,
somehow maybe because i've never face any obstacles with you both, i do not know how to handle the situation.
maybe it's best that i pull out,
after all i think there will be awkwardness from now on,
so that's it, after two years of that purple flower vow,
the flower wither, it did not die,
to me you are still friends,
but friends that i cannot enjoy a deeper friendship with,
without protecting my shell again.

but still my last words,
areas that bothers you are also the areas that you have, what you do not have does not bothers you.
do i still have to spell out everything?
so long.

oh and this only speaks to one person,
the other one whose mood affected me every single morning,
that one did not count.

EVERYTHING'S ALLRIGHT NOW (:
LOVE YOU

fdsa

2008-04-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

Dr Kim Sung Hae is suuuuper cute
and i'm seriously amazed by her ministry and what she's doing for God.
her sermons are easy to understand, yet full of anointing.
and i super like the way she talks about her husband, Dr Yonggi Cho and the way she relates her testimony to the sermons.
i caught the spirit (:

and you can totally see cameras running around,
the services will be broadcasted worldwide.
and for a co-founder of the world largest protestant charismatic church, she is super humble.
and TOTALLY ANOINTED.

vcv

2008-04-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

i just wanna say a big sorry,
to the people around me,
and of course 4e4.

but yet, it's not only me that have faults.
it requires two hands to clap.

kjhfgh

2008-04-16T22:35:00.001+08:00

the one to get you out of shit may not be your friend
the one to put you in shit may not be your enemy.

my thoughts of the day.

hgfdfgh

2008-04-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

maybe i'm skeptical, maybe i'm paranoid
still i feel i need to take a step back from the people around me.
cause i've lost faith.
i've lost faith, not in God but in the people around me.
cause i've don't know them well, i don't know what they are thinking.
and there's a chance to be hurt again.

well are they hypocrites?

fdsssssssssxdfg

2008-04-14T21:42:00.001+08:00

i blogged.
and today's lunch with jeffrey, bailin, william, kian hao and lionel is the 2nd meal i found it sooo hard to enjoy or rather eat. we're like being sooo noisy and every 3-4 mins, bailin totally had to walk out to prevent himself from blasting his food at us. so LOL.

and then, so this is it.
so long.

2008-04-07T19:58:00.001+08:00

down to hariz, irsyad and i ):

ojgfh

2008-04-07T19:33:00.002+08:00

right, i have a fit of a time trying to be on hiatus
but thankfully, studying with serene, matthew, irsyad and hariz makes me focus on studies more then being online and doing crap stuff.

thank God, the class tee thing is settled (:
and the proposal! 'we're working at the carwash!'(the sharktale song) if the school accepts our proposal. and newspaper :D

and public performance ended, next up, speech day
think there's dance :D

i've got lots of thing to sayy lor but then, i've forgotten them.
and 20 mins down before i'm studying with irsyad, hariz and serene again.
matthew that pig rather sleeep. >:/

went sao-mu-ing for the first time in my whole entire life.
went to visit great grandma's urn, great great grandfather's and great grandfather's grave.
didn't know my great grandma was sooo pretty lor.

tired. ):

hvcxcvnm

2008-03-30T22:17:00.005+08:00

rough start, but overall's good.
I MUST MUST MUST go on a hiatus
but it usually never HAPPENS.

i'm like trying to murder mr procrastination.
and to invite ms urgency into my life.
tomorrow, i'll be probably studying with people.
any interested ones?

and when i just so feel like doing ms suan's homework,
i realised, I FORGET TO BRING HOME MY FRIGGIN FOOLSCAP.
with everything in it.

o btw testdrive makeup on crystal, SO FUN (:

it seems so easy to forget you when i thought its hard.
and it became too easy until i might forget your presence.
for the one last time, will you do the fandango?
right and there's interclass debate and CIP coming up.
oooo and that olvl art.

jhgvnm

2008-03-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

Jodi Picoult's book is darn nice lorr.
i finished Keeping Faith yesterday
and embarked on a new book which i bought at Attributes, Nineteen minutes.
saw The Pact at the school library, but couldn't borrow it, cause i didn't bring my ezlink card.
and Irsyad was sooo kind he had already helped me borrow two books, which i was supposed to return. and Harizzzzzzzz is lending me My Sister's Keeper after he finished, also from Jodi Picoult.

Assembly was crap funny la, halfway through the 3a2's skit,
the boy who fell down apparently split his pants la.
and we all can see what's in it lor.
and the sec 1s are soooo cute :D

physics, i catch no balls.

after dance, went to McDonalds to find Serene, Hariz, Matthew and Irsyad.
and Matthew's toilet is still with me (:
and then we started on a series of lame and dumb blonde jokes after a short attention span to chemistry :D

did i mention somebody must have love crystal sooo much he/she took her shoes away out the p.lab and it's the third time.

fulfilling, as much as possible, i want to forget.

okijhffghj

2008-03-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

the song up there's I got trouble by Christina Aguilera.
i cant seem to find the full song yea. except that live version
service's good, drama's funny.
best of all, the word is super good.

for now, i'll just like to forget my troubles, my hurts and pain,
for God.
and how i wish you don't have to do this to me.

2008-03-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

i had an interesting (sort of) conversation with ryan today :D
i was sitting at delta when i saw ryan looking for seats at delta.
so i waved at him frantically.
then after finding his seat, he came back to talk.

ryan: funny leh, i came so early no seats already.
me: huh really what time you come
ryan: i came at 7am
me: of course la, you had rehearsals.
ryan: but when i came out already no seats le
me: what time did you came out
ryan: 3
me: lol i came 15 mins before you
ryan: hah you still got to sit here!? (delta terrace o2 front row)
ryan: not fair, tomorrow i come at 12.30 to standby the terrace!
me: lol

ryan's not dancing this time round.
he told me that he injured his ankle which affected his hips and then his spine when i told him mine (same situation).

funny, he's always having the same ailment when we complain to him whatever we have.
a funny motivation.

okjhvfvhnjm

2008-03-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

David won goliath not because his skills was good.
David won goliath simply because he believed.

and He told me not to mourn,
because it was over. (:

2008-03-20T22:42:00.004+08:00

i know i'm suppose to be on hiatus but my hiatus always fail.
rather down today, and tired .
finally the end of school for this week already.

there's many heartfelt thoughts but i cannot really say out,
cause it might trigger conflicts within and hurt one another.
but in another thought,

God, i'm really tired of everything that's happening.
Everything that is with me and around me.
and the thoughts that devil is really putting into my mind,
and how people said things cannot be done.
i'm really tired, but i know you're there for me.
ignite me, refresh me.
just once more, one more.

its tiring, but yet just awhile more.
i hope i havent lose them yet, and hopefully my presence is still known to them.
cause they make me feel so invisible.
and i know i don't have to try to be visible.

like i say previously,
there's no best friend forever.
neither is there friends that last till those flowers die.
you have gone before the flowers.

let me drown in my misery a little more.

2008-03-19T21:49:00.003+08:00

There's not such thing as best friend forever.
except God.
i've lost mine.

indulge in me a little.

kjhgfdgh

2008-03-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

somehow i just found out that i'm allergic to chrome/nickel.
which explains the rashes.
and i'm currently super dependent on the inhaler.
and also the nasal spray every single morning.
i've got cute doctors and nurses to attend to me today (:

and now.
CHEERS TO HIATUS!
Until i feel like blogging. (:

yep, easter's coming up next!
HARVEST HERE I COME :D

hgfvdcs

2008-03-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

i'll prepare lots of salonpas medicational plaster.
cause all my aches are coming.
and my ankle swell. rawr.

kjhgdfgh

2008-03-09T23:05:00.005+08:00

my sammietatami had cut her hair :D
and the crystal that tried to coke-alise/lor mee-alise and everything-alise me but failed had also cut her hair.
and we're aaaaaallllll having short hair :D
and serene's having shoort haair toooooooooooo.
and so, it concludes, the clique have shorrrrt haaair :D

rather in a drag-typing moood.
where everything is juuuuuuust sooooo draaaaaaaaggggy.
and holidays starts (for some lucky people )
unlike them, my holidays soooo busy yet FULFILLING :D

there's school tml,
Mr Mong's breakfast/ supplementary lessons.
then there's drama rehearsal, jiayou people!

there's school on tuesday
its the 6 hours drop dead practice, the finishing of chreography and audition/
its the 2 hours physics with mr lim and his pizza hut(maybe)
then it's the final rehearsal for drama.

wednesday,
JAMOUTLOUD CONCERT!
*CHEERS!

thursday,
my so-called sabbath and homework day,
maybe i'll cut my hair

friday,
STEP UP 2 WITH SAMMIE TATAMI!
uhmm Horton's nice too (:
- Prayer Meeting

saturday,
PASTOR PHIL PRINGLE :DDDDDDD

sunday,
maybe double service?
-most probably spending a few hours switching to the back to school mood while some people continues with their holidays ._.

seeeeeeee. fulfilling right :D
don't be jealous of my holidays cause i know you are :D
just that right now's
FOCUSING ON THE DRAMA AND APRIL'S PUBLIC P.
I WANNA DANCE :D

SHORT HAIR ROCKS MY SOCKS. :D

and and morning,
i spent the time before going out bawling my eyes out while watching Chronicles of Narnia.
i mean the Common grace is SO CLEAR, as like ABC.
and well you know, like always service as usual is sooo AMAZING :D

2008-03-07T16:58:00.002+08:00

THREE CHEERS TO THE END OF TERM 1.
yup holidays are coming, with extra lessons and all.
but still its holidays.

this whole week have been tiring but fruitful.
and the whole MPS with the P is sooo ~
well anyway after the MPS, hanged around and then went for dinner with Thomas, Gibson and Serene yesterday, and we so happen to see president and eileen eating, so we joined them :D
and the result printed across the result slip was not bad, think i can do better next time.

well coming to say,
this whole term ends so fast
and holiday homework are piling up.
next monday is Mr Goh's breakfast and supplementary lessons from 8.30-1
and next tuesday is Mr Lim's physics. (and maybe Pizza hut.)

and i think, official mugging should start.
who wanna join me :D

i wanna dance the public performance even though its 2 cca points nia.
mehh. yet another part of me doesnt wants it.

fdcsa

2008-03-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

and i think i need alot of pictures,
coming to think of that,
i haven changed my friendster primary photo simply because i haven't got any nice one :/

jhgvgh

2008-03-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

last week to the end of term1
how time flies :D

and in less than 3 months,
it's olvl chinese.
and then everything starts.

hmm, thinking of this last week,
thur's meet the parent session. ._.
anyway, till then then say.

i need no lover now.

2008-02-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

Sports day's the best :D

jhgfdfgh

2008-02-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

havent blog for a very long time, my mistake.
well common test results have been well EXCEPT FOR COMBINED HUMANITIES. i flunked.
well anyway good days la.
and tml's sports day.
well. I PRAY THAT 4E4 WILL WIN :D

hytrfwsda

2008-02-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

mehh today's such an idiotic daay.

like who the heck excepts me lost 8 marks due to carelessness,

didn't dug deep in thought to be able to solve that easy question

and just nice almost got labelled fail but didn't cause i've got just nice, the passing marks for maths.

and who the heck excepts me is able to get an attack by just doing 60 pushups and not even doing a few Chaînés, what more doing an attitude en pointe and Grand plié always make me feel like a frog. ribbit. and perfect Relevé always seem so far. meh.

writing reflections always make me feel hypocritical, eg, yesterday's reflection on dr william tan's speech in school. i wasn't even listening at all and yet i've to write all the hypocritical stuff down.

and mehh matthew meanass tan yiang zhong owes me one (:

ijhgfgh

2008-02-20T22:46:00.008+08:00

Being able to wake up later lightens my mood
but most of all, thanks to those who unknowing make my day (:

animated matthew! broomhead.

the vandalised hand (:

the one who claims to have the nicest nose.

and the lolipop which zhengnan gave is sooo nice (:
yup and we're not expecting to get back the results till next week.
and tomorrows a busy day.

hgfd

2008-02-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Discouraged, Saddened.
my mood feels like being on a roller coaster ride.
over the common tests and many things.
of course, i don't need any unrequired attention now.
just leave me alone.

and also, when i've seen what is the best to me,
the second best is nothing to it.

你的变化让我很心痛.
it took me so long to cry, yet just a few.

wwwserfg

2008-02-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

THANK GOD FOR THE END OF CT!
THREE CHEERS TO THE END OF CT!
and that bas piles of homework.

rfedsa

2008-02-17T02:42:00.003+08:00

Yay, i'm rather happy, even at this timing,
cause it's the end to the last whole terrible week.
Common tests, friendships and abit of a personal matter.
I feel soo light after service today (:

休息够了就应该在振作起来，面对接下来的新挑战

waiting for the last paper to end, then we'll go for mooooovies (:
now that i realise,
it's okay to screwed my common test, cause i'll be doing better for the next one.
it's okay to let a friend go, cause many new friendships that are yet to be, they're waiting for me.
there's no use emo-ing, whining, bitching and crying cause

旧的不去，新的不来.

i need a new mentality, a stronger emotional constitution for the many things that are awaiting.
and 没了爱，心不再跳，汗水不会热，吃的饭没味道，什么都不是了.

斗牛场下雪 is so breathtaking.

mnvbn

2008-02-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

can say, bad things are happening today,
stupid geography paper, i screwed it up.
stupid friendship, i failed to retain.

thankfully for people who keep cheering me up.
and people like hariz and irsyad took me shopping!
for irsyad's valentine's day present.

tml's valentine's day, happy valentine's day y'all

and daddy went for his operation today, it hurts to see that scar on his neck.

ijhgfghj

2008-02-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

Monday blues.
waking up was like sooo tiring la.
then minus the hassle and stuff.
but still didn't sleep in class :D

preparing for common test now.
tml was supposedly the first paper but thank goodness,
art have no theory paper :D

btw my number's not changed though my phone is.
the number is still the same.

anyway cheers :D

kjhghjk

2008-02-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

I can finally gooo online already!
since the last post then, the internet had been down cause mummy changed to that mio thingy.
well anyway firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.

CNY performance in school was sooo awesome.
Rahmat Ali sang Ah li shan de gu niang
and then Alisa was sooo pretty,
i guess our dance did capture the attention of all.
and Phillina danced with her class :D
when we went to find our class, which was unfortunately stuck in the far end of the gallery,
Crystal, Sam and I started laming during the band's second piece, then we found a WHITE E.T stuck, next to us.

then after school, supposedly WHITE E.T and I were to go shopping, in the end, she lost her wallet and I went to shop alone.

Reunion was good la, for once though it's bit of boredom.
oh and tt's when angpows start coming.

CNY DAY 1.
what to say, the same lor,
cny's not what red, it's a black/white/grey affair forever
my dad won 100 bucks,
my eldest cousin won alot and treat us to pizza hut :D
oh and i tried my best to MUG CHEMISTRY OKAY.
but in the end, i read comics after comics.
stupid CT.

today's the second day, the sports segment,
which means money! :D

iuygfgyh

2008-02-03T02:42:00.000+08:00

The ultimate pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world. To be Jesus' hand and feet

James 1:27

kjhgfghj

2008-01-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

THAT'S THE ONGLAI THAT PWNS .

2008-01-30T22:28:00.001+08:00

if walking with Jesus is a dream,
then i'll rather that this dream never ends.

ikjhgfgh

2008-01-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

so after Ryan's recommendation to watch ACHMED THE DEAD TERRORIST, i fell in love with ACHMED and his stupid jokes. so i committed suicide by laughing even harder after the painful abs, yep they were painful, i mean super painful.

anyway i recommend you guys to watch achmed the dead terrorist also, for fun joy and laughter.

highlight of the day,
Crystal, william and I went over to 600+ there to buy CNY decorations, $50 bucks budget can.
yeap and we were' super high, we bought two humongous ONGLAI. AND ITS REALLY PWNAGE CAN. and we decided to hang many many things ups.. and be sure, THE ONGLAI IS OWNAGE LA. i'll show you guys tml. OUR PWNAGE. :D

sadly, we lost in debate by 1 mark. mehhh maybe if i didn't forget 2-3 of my rebuttals, we could have won la. but it's okay, the other team was gd too.
and art's making me feel terrible. mehhh.
friday got rehearsal. rawrr.

ONGLAI IS OWNAGE!

nbvcxcvb

2008-01-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

and also, a big thank you to Jerome lee for sharing this verse with me in Chinese lesson,

Psalm 9 :10
And those who know Your name will put their trust in You; For You, LORD, have not forsaken those who seek You.

i know this year may be a good year, may be a bad year depending on how i choose the way i live. I can already see that in this year, many things will be pulling me away from God like eg, the o lvls and etc. But i do have a choice, either to get drag away by those things or to cling on to God tightly. I can make this year a good year by being closer with God in times of stress or i can make this year a bad one by backsliding. But i just wanna say that I want to be serious with Father God. I do not want to let situation pull me away cause i know, i cannot afford to be without Him. I want to make this year my best year, to do well in my Olvls and to answer my calling, step by step even though it may be hard, but He's with me (:

jhgvfgh

2008-01-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

i'm soo happy today, i don't even know why.
It has become like that yesterday night after my quiet time.
and continued until now. :D
i'm soooo positive today i even cared to help out with the costume discussions. which i usually don't do (oops.) but afterall, it's my bad for sabo-ing sammie :DD
today's also debate, i got sooo nervous, i missed out 2 or 3 rebuttals, mehhh.
but typically, it went well. and tt's all, i cant wait for the next one.
Hariz have been super funny today, mehh.
i wass just complaining i'm hungry in chem and i helped him to solve a chem qns, and you know what he said!

YOU ARE REALLY SMART WHEN YOU'RE HUNGRY HUH. -______-

rawrrr. and his SUPERMOM THING.

can i write that i'm a mrs
huh but you're a mr leh.
ehhh then i be SUPERMOM. hahahah.

-______-

hmmm and then kenna torture by Ryan today.
did 3 sets of abs workout which totally killed me can,
it took away my lungs literally.
mehh but still ryan's the best lahh no matter what.

and i think i need to do some considering again.
Lasalle or TP. cause i just read that TP design graduate are automatically enrolled into UNSW's diploma for fine arts which although means like 5-6 yrs but at least it's better that lasalle's 4 years including foundation year and then, they kick you out to the society before you do your masters again. nehh. and i think Ryan's just trying to psycho me to go TP lor.
under him for 7 years in dance, NOT BAD WHAT.
mehh i'll see, God will tell me (:

ooo and i can so feel my abs killing me tml.
and i'll be like an od lady trying to commit suicide by climbing staircases with painful abs. meh

kvghj

2008-01-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

The Sacrifice of Abraham.
by
Rembrandt van Rijn, 1635

Was looking through the artpieces of different artist and i came across this picture from Rembrandt van Rijn. Somehow it reminded me of Genesis chapt 22 where Abraham's faith was tested and confirmed.

Gen 22:9- 12
Then they came to the place of which God had told him. And Abraham built an altar there and placed the wood in order; and he bound Issac his son and laid him on the altar, upon the wood.
And Abraham stretched out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.
But the Angel of the LORD called to him from heaven and said," Abraham, Abraham!" So he said,"Here I am."
And He said," Do not lay your hand on the lad, or do anything to him; for now I know that you fear God, since you jave not withheald your son, your only son, from Me."

Gen 15-18
The Angel of the LORD called to Abraham a second time out of heaven,
and said:'' By Myself I have sworn, says the LORD, because you have done this thing, and have not withheld your son, your only son-
" blessings I will bless you, and multiplying I will multiply your descendants as the stars of the heaven and as the sand which is on the seashore; and your descendants shall possess the gate of their enemies.
" In your seed all the nations of the earth shall be blessed, because you have obeyed My voice."

This is the revelation of my day,
to have faith as always like Abraham who fear the Lord and trust in Him.
and because of Abraham's faith, he was blessed tremendously and is called the Father of Nations.

i want to have the faith,
i want to trust in You.
i know i can and i shall.
for you're my everything (:

kjhggh

2008-01-28T22:43:00.001+08:00

Jeremiah 18 :4
'' and the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter; so he made it again into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to make''

you are the potter, i'm the clay
mould me and make me
this is what i pray.

kjngvdsdfh

2008-01-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

monday ~~blues~~.
aiya no la. no blues.
good day, practically a ball day.
today's fun, despite geog test and shafee holding back back for recess
but still everything's happy.

tml's the debate against grp 5.
hope most of the prep work are done
and hopefully i won't blank out tml :X

and ya know i'was looking through some art works mrs wong displayed for us to see. and feel i seriously need to buck up more lehhh. its like easy to pass art yet hard to get a distinction. i want distinction to get into lasalle!

tml's finally dance again.
3 practices before CNY celebrations.
and really like what mong goh said, we had to treasure now to the end of CNY. cause it's the last chance to play before bucking up and going in full speed.
O btw, CT's after CNY. and then it's preparing for Os. mehhhh.
i'm going on an exciting ride. whee.

lkjhgcdfgh

2008-01-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

mjnhgfghjm

2008-01-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

released of GCE olvls result today.
lol ms suan was sooo happy she literally danced around the parade square.
and got chocolates from the yellow ducky fund.
first debate of the year.

danced.
and you got a sec1 bitching about the sec4s.

2008-01-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

LOL i just realised, KH (as in breakdancer) is sooo cute la.
but he's super quiet lor.
i' was watching O school's vid to fukouka Jap,
they went to ichiran's ramen.

Ben: how do you find the ramen over there
KH: dope, that's all.
and he added alot of spring onions cause he like them.
and Andrea is always so pretty (:

juhfcxfgh

2008-01-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

FUNNY WORDS OF THE DAY!!!!
BATHING STATIONERY
PET LUNCHES (supposedly set lunches)
WALK FIRE ENTER DEVIL!All from Mr Mongmong! Super funny!!!! The last one is a direct translation of 走火入魔

well that was yesterday.
Today Jerome lee came to school with a new phone.
HTC touch phone which is pretty not bad also,
mehh still i feel viewty not bad also.
well afterall glad that his problems are over already.

mehh school's like soo ehhh today,
super tired lor, cause rush art plate 1 ytd night till 12++
then thank God, amaths and physics can sleep.
and tml's late reporting. nananana.

kjhgfgh

2008-01-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

mehh, good' day all'
did much shopping and shoppings.
from vivo to bugis to haji lane to bugis to vivo again.
did bought many stuff.
and of course la, thanks to matthew tan, i'm able to get 10% discount for my topshop stuff,
but not bad kay, in return i won him a voucher :D
then well got some pretty nice stuff from bugis,
and then back to vivo to get a dress from zara :D

pretty contented dayy.

kjhgvfghj

2008-01-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

i think i forgot to mention yesterday.
MATTHEW TAN YIANG ZHONG IS SOOOO 欠揍.

rawrrrrr.

kjhgvfhnjm

2008-01-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

forgiveness is everything (:

kjvcxcv

2008-01-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

mehhhhhhhh STANDARD DEVIATION I DETEST YOU LIKE ANYTHING.
wellls anyway thank you for manys that make my daay.
ooo and thank you MatthewTanYiangZhong for lending me your card till next week :D
and HarizMyChemistryPartner for your craps and your kind help during chemprac like that that bunsen burner. ((:
and i realised today, Mong is actually sooo cute la (not sure whether he will be reading this.)
the way he says 'clowny' make crystal and i laugh lor.
i still love Mong's lesson the most ((:

uhh well, coming to the end of the week again. yay!

wertghy

2008-01-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

i will always love elmo (:

hyujyhgftr

2008-01-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

LOL and if anyone wants more stuff from the CCA carnival last friday,
read Crystal's blog with awfully brain overloading content.

kjhgfgh

2008-01-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

meeehhh, good day' all.
i think i look horrible today, totally soo gaaaah.
well anywayyy, i just came here to wish

SAMSON AND GUISHENG HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

tt's all, i'm like sooo not well kay.

Sorry Mr Mong.

jhgvfvnj

2008-01-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

mehhhh, that's the end of the punkin' bimbo ):
but it was funn lahh. and i like working with the guys.
the first teacher i saw offstage- mong goh.
mehhh can foresee, the horrible monday where he's going to yakky yakky yak.
and cca carnival was okay, practically tired.
thanks to those who crap around, like senior john yu lor.
and punkin' in the rain.

lol right behind, at the back stage,
while waiting ages for our turn, and trying not to be unprofessional, we practice our dance
just before we went on stage,
THAT BAILIN LAAAA.
stupid grim reaper, keep staring at me with that stupid face,
make me laugh tears.

and tuesday's thee ryan's audition to eliminate flowerpots.
and soon it will be public performance rehearsal, the last.

and thank God for Hariz's belt!
or else i'll be zaogen.
and Bowen guy's school belt are darn hard to figure out. mehhhh.

okijhgdfg

2008-01-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

mehhhhhhh i feel sooo old now, i think i need a wheelchair.
like mehh. thanks to the muscleaches and migraine.
cannot stand too long, cannot sit, cannot lie down, cannot climb stairs.
mehhhh. i think i need a wheelchair.

and worse still, classroom's on the 4th floorr.
mehhhh i'll take ages to climb up lorrrr.

but dance's fun lorrr, i think, best in the three years.
especially the punking part lor but ryan says we don't know how to act bimbo.
tooooooook us like sooo long just to learn how to bimbo-walk

these few day's like soo tiring,
four days to finish the chreography and everything.
tml's the actual thing already.
mehhhhhhh.

and thinking post-secondary,
the thing i'll miss the most is RYAN crapping with us.
and he is NOT bias, cause i know him.

efdxsz

2008-01-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

apart from abit of mood ruin from the 'ALL OPEN HOUSE TRIP CANCELLED, NANANANA!' and that olvl art paper, everythings fine and today's a good day.
LOL LOL LOL, i officially dropped amaths!
and and ryan's abit cranky today but nevertheless, we finally ended the chreography.
I'M A PUNKIN' BIMBO NEHHH.
and then a bowl of jelly and half a pack of ovaltines really make my dayyy.
nevertheless tiredded.

2008-01-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

lol lol lol lol lol
i feel like blogging and blogging non stop lor.
cause i'm rather bored now, it's a homework-less day
and although i'm tired but there's late reporting tml!
and which means that there's 1 hour 45 more mins of sleep.
mehhhhhh oh ya, sunday's going to chinatown!
not for funn laar, but to do art research, most prob tradition and modern will be my theme lor,
i mean i don't even understand the rest la, like whats foreshorten and sightseer.
oooo rather high now and i know why, cause i ate alot of chocolate today.
and milly kept feeding me with gobstopper today, or was it yesterday?
mehhhhhh, think i'm going to practice dance again soon,
that eight of floorwork is still not to a perfect standard yet.
and meeeeeeeeh going to be the first time we're dancing with the guys lehh.
i think i can keep going on non-stop.
and rawrr i need my jeans laa, ryan's gonna make us dance in jeans.
and lol,tml's late reporting. HAH.

d

2008-01-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

this is to show that, i'm not the one that's really fuming mad with the 'NO OPEN HOUSE FOR YOU' thing, quote from Crystal's blog but everything i wanted to say is here, minus the i'm irritated tone :

If I can't go for the TP open house this friday, I SHAN'T PERFORM AT THE CCA CARNIVAL.Which is more important? School performance or checking out your maybe-future school(after lasalle)? The open house is from 1 to 4 at TP, the performance is 6 to 7 at school. WE HAVE 2 HOURS TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL FROM TP, DANG IT. Can the teachers in-charge of the open house trip THINK?! If the timing is tight, then we'll at most cab back to school! It's not like we're the first ones to perform anyway! And hello, it's a CCA carnival. It's not like it's SYF or whatever crap. CCA CARNIVAL. POLY OPEN HOUSE.

rather truee la, and you know what, transportation home by ourselves, sad for those going SP.
so it's rather like they're gonna send us there, dump us there with dunno who and go off. rawrr.
mehhhhhhhh i cant wait for what ms chan will say tml, it better be yes.

i mean dance now, is so individual already.
i dance, because i love dance and i want to dance.
no longer the whole already.

meeeeeeeeehhhh first late reporting tml :D

OOO AND ONE THING, PUBLIC PERFORMANCE ON A SATURDAY! A SATURDAY! RAWRR.

jnhgfdghjm

2008-01-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

today is a killer day. rawrr.
it's hot and stuffy tie day, thank God for the rain.
then it's double science day, hah eliza chan didn't come.
then it's double science + amaths day, a 5kg bag for me okay.
then it's bring your costume day, adding a few hundred grams
then it's 3 period afternoon lesson, hurray for Guna.
then it's overloading of eights after eights after eights.
then it's pushing myself to complete the floorwork before i die of hyperventilation.
then it's whining with ms chan to cancel off the ''dancers you are NOT allowed to go for the poly open house.''
then it's with the stupid darn feet.

bleeh. in the end, it's dying of thirst.
tireeeeeeeeeed.

tomorrow, it's more rehearsals after rehearsals.
meeeeeeeeeehh, my floorwork is not even improved yet.
and tomorrow's four period art. rawrrrrr.

vcfds

2008-01-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

looks like a trip to chinatown is inevitable already. mehhh.

i love Yoga lin you jia ((:

kjhgfvh

2008-01-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

the start of olvl art paper ):

jngvdsdfgh

2008-01-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

Aye, shouldn't have ate guilty pleasure, mcspicy
i'll have to suffer the conquences tml ):

jnbvcxvbn

2008-01-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

the last school day of the week,
surprising, school's getting interesting day by day.
the teachers love us sooo much they're fighting to do our sitting arrangement.
and i think i forgot to quote another of Mong's most loveliest quote ever.

the daay was alright, feel rather old and droopy.
crystal and i walked around like stiff idiots because of the darn muscleache
and feeling super tired before school starts.
physics was okayy,
there's the test in the end turns out to be an open book thing.
theen PE, played 3v3 crap badminton,anyhow shoot.
Chinese was horrible, same teacher.
and still the same laa, talk crap.
CE was FT/QT = Mr Derrick's Lim talk crap session.
he did punishments first, the humorable way.
he punish samson for throwing the bottle across the classroom,
by throwing it 100 times. shoot in once counted as one, miss one minus one.
and made the whole class laugh like mad.

went home with sammie immediately,
ehh actually went to settle lunch at 711.
then watch star avenue and painted my room, YAY!

Geog, SS, Maths to be completed by Mon.
Or Miss suan will hate you,
Shafee will kill you,
Mong will disown you. T.T

also, maybe not performing for CCA carnival already,
cause there's Poly Open house and all sec4s are to go, compulsory.
cannot do the fun hiphop ):
but ohwell, after all it won't be my last.

'how can i forego such a lovely class?'- Mr Dominic Goh aka Mong.

ikjhgvfcfvghj

2008-01-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL,
still not getting use to being called 4e4.
Sounds like calling Adrina's class lor.

Today was 'orientation' day 2.
Typically no lessons yet, did the normal teachers-laying-rule thing.
Shafee came in first, test us alot of sec3 work.
and he said we improve alot because we can still remember.
then he keep saying ' not bad huh' to Mr adrian.
Eliza chan came in next for chem, got back extended curriculum chem test,
got 26/30 :DD
then crap around with her,
jerome quek keep saying, 'gradient very high', making the whole class laugh.
ehhh. still got dominic goh for lessons lor.
he didn't know that we know and we didn't tell him that we know.
for three periods, he entertained us by talking and talking lor.
his lesson still remain the best laa.
and he said he was at popeyes last sat, too bad didn't see him ):
Guna was better than i've expected.
my whole group's the debate commitee.
then we did creative writing on 'i am a talking stomach'
and yay! Irsyad's my partner for english, not bad ehhhh.

then dance at 2, did 5 eights today, chiong for next week's open house.
going to mug physics for tml test already,
though derrick lim says we're bound to fail, anyhow also will fail
but still at least, fail nicely. (:

'i can be your friend, your teacher and your nanny without nipples'- derrick lim

'i like my rep to be cute cute and can bully one, i'm a sexist, i like girls, i allow girls to go toilet in pairs but guys go alone, anyway guys go toilet in pairs sound.. suggestive'- monica suan

'you are a talking stomach'- guna.

and people were like telling us, shafee kept praising our class. LOL

kjhgvfghj

2008-01-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

School started :D
I LOVE MISS SUAN ALOT (:

frweq

2008-01-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

right.. i just checked my timetable can.
like RUBBISH!...
Derrick Lim and Herald Khoo will be our form teacher. RAWRR I WANT MRS WONG!
YOU KNOW WHAT! WE STILL GET DOMINIC GOH FOR MATHS. (which means tml die. didn't do homework -.-) and which means my maths willl not take a terrible plunge!
Gary See for PE! like yay!
7 PERIODS OF ART! AMEN!
MS SUAN FOR GEOG! yay!
GUNA FOR ENGLISH. URGHH(rawwr)
anyway i think free amaths period from now on.

and read this man!
Late School Reporting TimeOur school will be implementing a Late School Reporting Time on all Wednesdays in 2008. Instead of the usual 7.15 a.m. reporting time on Mondays, Tuesdays,Thursdays and Fridays, students will report to school at 8.40 a.m. on Wednesdays, effective from 9 Jan 2008 onwards. We are starting school later on Wednesdays to provide time for our teachers to meet for curriculum planning and development work, so as to deliver more effective teaching and learning for our students.

THANK GOD FOR THAT!

anyway hopefully we don't have to go against any teacher.

kjhgfgh

2008-01-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone!
its like coming to the end of the first day of new year already.
and by tml everybody would be back in school.

it took me quite long to realise that 2008 arrived early in the morning.
there's no countdown or something thats sooo significant.
well anyway, went to sentosa today and acted like a kuku tourist.
yala, meaning went to all the places and rides yadda yadda.
anyway we got free tickets to songs of the sea,
which is a so _______ musical stuff.

haha, nevermind my gold digicam died on me just when i got it.
i recieve a silver one today! muaha!

anyway i cant wait to go back to school tml,
see who's my teachers and of course the timetable.
and you know what, i practically lost all my homework and stuff la.
and as for amaths, i think i did my best la,
drop or continue, the result is clear tml.
like what tal says, i'll be more that happy to drop it, maybe.

oooooh anyway, 5 more months to the end of all CCAs and mugging starts. actually now.

iuhgfdfgh

2007-12-31T01:39:00.001+08:00

yup. i finally added songs back to the blog again.
these two songs are the ones i've been listening to this few days/weeks.
it's 我爱的人 by 林宥嘉 and
听说爱情回来过 by 杨棕伟.
i guess not much people will know them
they are from taiwan's version of america idol
and they are quite popular.
我爱的人 's original singer is Jordan chan and
听说爱情回来过's original singer is Sandy Lam.

hope you guys will like the song ((:

okijugyhjk

2007-12-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

hahah yay! so proud of my family.
we have gone beyond challenging within ourselves to challenge Singapore Flying Club's Sunset Grill's spicy wings.
currently we hold the highest record of level 28 :D
and the previous record holder of level 27 is my cousin. LOL.

haha, today's great :D

jhvcdv

2007-12-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

ahah! :D left 1 day to the end of 2007.
hello 2008! :D

yup although it's still not the end yet.
but still a big wrap-up ya.
cause i know by the time i'm back tml,
it'll be 2008 already!

this year indeed have been great,
through life's ups and downs.
from the beginning of the year till now,
indeed sec 3 life pass super fast!

remembering school.
still remember that very first day of school,
hating mr dominic goh and riot against him until now, love him like siao.
hating mr shafee and riot against him until now, not so much loving him yet.
loving mdm padma and amaths until now, rawrr disliking it.
also through that cannot-make-it endurance camp.
blisters like cannot make it lorr.
but it strengthen the bond of 3e4 :D
through stupid chinese lessons
and boring ss lessons

o and the once only 1/5 class outing to sentosa.
and the plan to bring a watermelon.

remembering dance.
always gets inspired by ryan again and again.
training hard like kukus and yet got a silver for syf.

remembering clique.
hahaha thank God, huimin, samantha and serene got saved this year.
added on to the already saved crystal and i :D

but life in school must be serious already :/
but still can have fun :DDD

remembering church.

remembering n349.
yay we multiplied, and grew closer as a Cg!

indeed lor, 2007 is more of good than bad.
and thank you every single one of you people out here in my life,

谢谢你们永恒的爱，关心与包容。((:

here's wishing everybody a Happy new year!

kjnhgfcghjk

2007-12-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

meow, somewhat feeling better already.
service message was so in the season for me.
:/ i feel like doing alot of things

i feel like taking a walk out later instead of being at home.
i feel like taking a hiatus here.

i want to mend the relationship with people.
i want to trust people once again.

jhgfdfgh

2007-12-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

right, i'm now in a mood to scribble all things out, rant and confide here, not exactly here because here's too open.
but ya, my stupid mood is taking over me.
i guess somehow i just need reminders that afterall,
i'm a human, i've got problems and throwing it aside just doesn't solve everything.
and these problems i have here, can only be undone by myself,
no one else and their advices.

actually quite looking forward to school reopen,
that will be when i'm too busy to think too much, assume too much.
and i miss dancing too.
i think i'll miss dominic goh's strict lessons. more work but immediate hand-up.

back to it, anyway i' just want to focus on what i should focus now.
and i don't feel like taking paths that i've taken before and knowing the same result, yet expecting different outcome, i ain't want to be a fool.
sometimes maybe letting it go would be a better way, for me.
and for everyone involve.
somehow, this just gets into my mind and eats into my emotion.
which is not suppose to be like this! rawrrr.
and self-denial kills.

somehow, as always, the best solution is to run back to Daddy God. (:

anyway today's YINGHUI'S BIRTHDAY!
yup and its the annual JOL thanksgiving party!
grats to those who got prizes.

yep, looking forward to a better year.

hgvcx

2007-12-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

happy boxing day to all!
ya had amaths retest today :D
the feeling of back to school is soooo good.
lol. they added extra lightings to the canteen.
and repainted the science lab block.

amaths was okay okay.

rawrrr. busy busy day. (: